I want to send a lettter to my Mom

Queen Elizabeth and her son, Prince Charles in 1982.

August 15, 2018.

As I say it, repeatedly, nothing is unbearable for me than being jailed without any contact with my race, my fellow British, and the members of my Family. Nevertheless, nothing is painful than not being visited at all, not having contact verbale or writen exchange with my mother, Queen Elizabeth II. 

 I live with nightmares, anxieties, depressions all that link to my lack of exchange with my Mom. There is any inhuman imprisonment violating all human rights than mine. For currently 35 years I have any contact with her, or any members of my family. After deporting me, and letting me jailed in the hands of the mercenaries, I was replaced by Mark Philips; and forced she was partly she acted as I did not exist. Far of me blaming my old Mom, for a wrong she did at greater extent because forced, and for me the past is past what remains and matters is building the future.

 Of course, I cannot answer for my Mom, but I know as  every human being, as a mother, she could only feel awful of being far from her son.  My goal is simply to heal wounds, reuniting mother and son, in exchange before physical reunion.

  I want send her a letter at her personal address, I am asking myself if the letter will even reach her ( through post office, the Council may prevent it to even leave Niger for reaching her). I am asking myself, if her aid will let her seeing it, and answering it. 

   I am thinking about a mail as we are in the 21rst that is the perfect way to make the letter reach her at 100%. But, though the letter reached her office, the question is to know if her aids will let her see it. Or though she saw it or answer it; I am asking myself if her letter, will reach me. 

   Never, by the way my political imprisonment is by all ways politicised, I doubt quite well, she will answer it. Why is that, because she replaced me in the public eyes with Mark Philips, the temporary  palace coup has to be saved especially regarding the point behind all this, my absolute right to the throne.  But a son can neither being bought, nor replaced